Hi , I hear how difficult things have been for you with your COPD and deviated septum. You are not alone in struggling with these things. While we aren't professional counselors, we are here to offer any support we can and I do have some resources I can share with you: https://copd.net/mental-health/coping-general-resources and https://copd.net/coping-mental-health-copd All the best, Sam S. (COPD team).