Hi kiki777, When I first had my diagnosis years ago, I felt exactly like you. But believe me after when you come out of the dark hole , you feel, and learn more about Copd, emphysema, and people the same as you, you will realise you have, many many more years to live. There was someone on this site not long ago has had Copd since 1977. Yes it is a nuisance and I just thought it was like a death sentence given but it isn’t . You have many more years in front of you, so go and live them. Once the shock of hearing this diagnosis sinks in, and with time, you will realise, your not just going to die soon, just like that, but all the years you still have, depression with copd can and is awful, everyone with it will tell you this, you might needs anxiety and depression tablets to help lift your mood , I call mine Happy pills.😁so give it time and being on here, finding out your not alone , read about it and and realise, and go and live them years to come, with maybe a inhaler, some medications, along the way to help, and enjoy life as much as you can. You have plenty of years to go yet.X