I agree. I have a hard time just to grin and do it. The shower takes all the energy I have and more and is exhausting. The reward is, of course, is feeling so good during and after it, but it is a grueling job from start to finish. I just have to make myself do it. I'm always happy when it's done, but next time I am still just as apprehensive about the effort it will require. Aargh! Walking? I haven't left the house in over a year. Can't go anywhere - it's like a mine field out there with covid and all the other hazards and me all super vulnerable to all of it. But I am almost completely immunized now and it is starting to lessen out there now, so I hope to go out soon. My car is full of spider webs.