Not looking good. Doc said "very high risk for any intervention". AS far as I can tell, it means 1 year or less to go. The only thing that bothers me is not being able to do stuff I enjoy. Pollen season is here, and it is pretty bad in s. central Texas. Cant really leave though. I appreciate all the help and concern of everyone here. You have made things much better for me. My friend has finally accepted we are just friends, and I did but a truck for myself. Dont use it much, but it feels great to know I can leave anytime. Truck has given me my independence back and helped with anxiety issue. Thanks again you wonderful people.