20 years ago I had blown out my back and was on 30mg of oxycodone. Today, all my doctors flat out refuse to give me a script for any opiates. It's maddening. When in the hospital last year for an exacerbation of my COPD, I was on Morphine 4X a day and also Xanax. Breathing and nerves were awesome. I felt alive and no like IO do most of the time, panic attacks and SOB. I'm currently at 19% FEV-1 , with a dead (No airflow) right middle lobe.