I only see my copd nurse once a year and no follow ups. I've asked to be referred to the hospital to get more care but I was told they wouldn't do anything different to my gp practice. I get terrible breathing spasms, especially after eating, so I've put on weight because I'm snacking more, rather than having a proper meal as I know I'll suffer after it. I'm struggling to get housework done and my floors haven't been washed since I don't know when. I still think I'm lucky though, as I have a stair lift and a wet room where as others don't have this luxury. The last time I had a chest xray was 2.5yrs ago when I was blue lighted to hospital and this worries me as I'm now getting lots of pain in my upper back when I try to be active.