Hi, I am new to this site. I am trying to learn to live with COPD. It has been a long, tough road. I also have prolapses where women have prolapses which does not help. My walking is hard to do because of that and now because of weakness and extremely shallow breathing a great deal of the time. I have bladder infections from prolapse, low back and spinal pain, because of the prolapse. I cough constantly and spit up a lot of sputum. White and foamy a lot of the time with intermittent blood streaks. Last time I went to my Pulmonologist she told me there was a specific "new concerning spot on one lung. Both are trashed by emphysema. Looked like honeycomb on the scan.The doctor said she wasn't concerned, YET. That was 6 months ago. I don't see her for another month. I asked her to tell me what stage I am in then but she would not. She said it was variable from patient to patient. Is this true? Could she have told me? Should she have? I feel like I do NOT KNOW me anymore. My abilities are fading quickly and I am a bit scared of what is coming next besides the already known. I have studies some. I am hoping someone here can give me some insight as to what I might do to KNOW what I am facing and how progressed I have become in 6 months. I now suffer with insomnia due to pain in my body, coughing and exhaustion. Help? Any words of wisdom would be appreciated so much.