Thanks for your quick support and response. I managed to cough up some greenish yellow sputnum and got straight in to the Dr for antibiotics yesterday (I don't cough much).I'm hoping the infection is the reason that I run out of breath while simply speaking. I expect that to happen further down the road, of course.
One of my main concerns is how this affects my family and in particular, my daughter. She's 28 and when she first learned of my diagnosis,she looked up emphysema on WebMD. They actually post your likelihood of being alive in 4 years by pecentage! ie: stage 1 it is 80% likely you'll still be alive in 4 years, etc. I was appalled they would post such stats. We lost my parents in the last couple of years, both went quickly without warning, and I'm sure she's terrified of me going too.
I told her that was the worst information she could have read on the internet according to all the reading I have been doing and that I'm in excellent shape for an almost 50 year old. I'm 5'5" and weigh 142 lbs. I explained to her that with my good cardio workouts and making smart choices like cutting back to shorter, more manageable work days (self employed cleaning),that I can remain active and listen to my body to not overdo it. It's hard for me because I am stubborn and have a push through this kind of mindset. That's worked ok with arthritis and sinusitis, but COPD is something different. Too much IS too much and can result in further damage. She'd be relieved if I quit working altogether. I love my clients and most are elderly and very lovely people who add meaning to my life. I want to keep living!! I want to really listen to my lungs and respect the disease to live life to the fullest. I still hope to travel and see more of the world before I'm put on oxygen, hopefully way down the road. I have a handful of clients in their late 80's up to 95 who also live with COPD. They give me great hope as they live full lives, still getting out for walks and living independently. Thanks for listening, Meg