Just beginning

By angelicvampire8574

1 min read

Anxious, I have not been diagnosed but am pretty fearful that I may soon be.

My mother had COPD with emphysema and passed in 2018 after a short and terrible fight with lung/throat cancer. She was a life long smoker and refused to give them up even after her COPD diagnosis. I am also a 30 year plus off and on smoker. I had quit a few times and only started again 10 months ago.

Coughing and difficulty breathing

It was not my finest hour in decision making. However recent months have been very difficult medically. I have a few conditions. But breathing and coughing had never been one until a few weeks ago. I thought it was a cold or another sinus infection at first. But I have never coughed like this and had so much mucus and shortness of breath. A couple doctor appointments later and I'm being tested for COPD.

Quitting smoking and awaiting answers

I immediately said I'm done smoking. That was yesterday and I have not touched a cigarette since. I had x-ray today. Breathing test in a few days. I'm scared and even if it turns out I do not have it. I'm not taking the chance on smoking anymore.

Hoping and preparing

I shall hope for the best and prepare for fight in the mean time. My children need me to do everything I can to live a long somewhat healthy life. I fully intend to meet that need. Very grateful this group is here. I'm 46 and have children ranging from ages 9 to 27. Also a wife and on disability for other illness.

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Lynida Jo Harper, MPA, BSRT, RRT, AE-C Moderator
<inline-mention username="angelicvampire8574" user-id="4162887"/> It sounds like you're going through a rough time. Please know we're here to support you in any way we can. Remember, many people live long, productive lives with COPD - so don't despair too much. The best thing you can do is educate yourself in the management and treatment of COPD. You've already taken a huge step in quitting smoking! You should be very proud of yourself! Initially it may seem overwhelming to deal with. The doctor you pick to help you through the COPD journey (assuming that's what it is) will be very important. You want a doctor that listens to your concerns, understands how you want to proceed with treatment, and is willing to be flexible. You're young enough to get an excellent handle on this and you obviously have a great attitude. All of that will work in your favor. I suggest you look through the articles on the site related to new diagnosis and ways to handle that like a pro. Always feel free to ask questions of us if you have specific concerns - we're here to help. Warm Regards, Lyn (COPD site moderator)
Carol Kirker Moderator
<inline-mention username="angelicvampire8574" user-id="4162887"/> Thank you so much for sharing your story! First, congratulations on taking that first step to stop smoking. I know it’s difficult, but it is the number one thing to do to help slow the progression of COPD. Don’t be hard on yourself. Talk to your doctor honestly and get all the help you can get from him or her. Pulmonary rehab was very important for me and gaining as much knowledge about this disease as possible. You will get there here and the support. Stay strong and know we are here for you. Carol (moderator)
Becky Brooks Moderator & Contributor
Thank you for sharing your story. I am so happy for you that you have taken that first step by giving up the smokes. Don't beat yourself up for not stopping sooner. Most of us wished we had quit long before we did and you are still young so you have a head start on this. I encourage you to reach out for the support you need, find an exercise routine that works for you and eat healthy foods. Whether you are get confirmation that you have COPD or not these steps may help you as you continue your life's journey. My best to you! Becky (moderator)
Jackie English Moderator & Contributor
<inline-mention username="angelicvampire8574" user-id="4162887"/> Congrats on quitting smoking, that is awesome! There are a lot of great articles to read on the site that could really help. Sounds like you are getting the right tests done. I was diagnosed 11 years ago and I know having others for support, who knows what you are going through can help tremendously. Keep us updated on how your appointment went. Take Care, Jackie- ( moderator)

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