Hello my name is Tina and I was in an induced coma for 3 months and 2 weeks last year. I’m 51 years old. I had a 24-hour heart attack. I have Factor 5 blood disorder which causes me to clot at at normal rate. I was, like I said, in a coma for three and a half months and I know I have a lot of problems… I have pains like I never had before. I don’t feel my hands and feet, my breathing is weird. I want to cry, I get mad, I’m so frustrated all the time. My arms tingle and hurt I guess they had to restrain me. I just need to know when’s it all going to start getting better… I can now at least walk a little bit. When I first woke up, I couldn’t even talk. I couldn’t feed myself, I couldn’t use the bathroom by myself, or shower and it took me a year to be able to take a shower by myself. Is it ever going to improve? Because the depression I deal with is really bad. The pain is bad enough but I can deal with pain. But the depression is really hard… I pray a lot and I give unto the Lord, praise for being alive and yet I just want to go to heaven and be with the Lord. Now don’t get me wrong, I don’t want to hurt myself. I’m very I’m not as friendly as they used to be. I don’t have time for people and I don’t have time to even talk to my kid or my sister who lives with me. They will start talking and then I get bored with them and I want to go back into my room. Does anybody have any advice for me? Thank you and God bless.